Introduction: First Post

Hi everyone. My name is "Denise" and this is my first posting on my blog. I've been fascinated with the "sissy" lifestyle for a couple years now, but have never done much with it other then visit some blogs, read stories, watch porn, etc...

For some reason, I am fascinated with the concept of a "man" turning into a girl through sissy hypnosis, conditioning, and more. Specifically, taking a man who often masturbates the way men do..but jerking their cocks off until they spew cum everywhere, to where they masturbate as if they are a female and ultimately remove any stroking ability from their life. I want to list out a 30 day plan in which a man has to follow to transition how they "get off" as a man to how they get off as a woman. Honestly, this has never been tested and I am going off of my mental idea of how it would go. I hope some of you sissies out there follow it and tell me how it goes. Maybe your a straight guy looking to "try" it out.

I've particpated in many Yahoo Groups such as DomsFemAndSissies, Tgirls Who Travel, and more. I have yet to go outside of my own home other then using my wifes dildos, her panties...but have gotten off with her stuff many times.

I've never gone outside my marriage and I probably never will. I am deeply fascinated with big black cocks. Ever since college where I saw black men fucking white girls...I was hooked. Then it rolled into seeing black men fuck their girlfriends and wives in from of the boyfriends/husbands...aka cuckolding.  I love seeing white men humiliated by powerful black men with bigger dicks.

I have fantasies all the time of being dominated by hung black men...forcing me to my knees, sucking their big black cocks...and swallowing their big loads.  My wife had a big black dildo I loved and I found myself on many occasions when she was gone sucking on it as if its the real thing, trying to deep throat it..and even trying to fuck it. I always felt so full with it.

Anyways, I hope to update this blog daily if possible, so keep a look out. Btw, want to give a link out to Sissy Anna Malice...LOVE  YOUR BLOG - Visit it here: http://annamalicesissy.blogspot.com/

Enjoy